There isn't a language in the world that would be able to convey the experience of epiphany, of sudden realization. And yet the language is needed to guide the reader towards the epiphany. Perhaps purposely ambiguous language can provide insight because it reflects the natural ambiguity of life itself. Then it wouldn't be the language that is limiting in the expressing of metaphysical experience, but the tendency to mentally put concepts in terms of time and space. For example, in the previous sentence, i'm describing ideas/concepts, and i have them put in time and space, which act like a physical sort of canvas, or box, into which something purely conceptual is being placed into.
In my writing, I could use ambiguous language to aid in the expression of my experiences as well. This would take much work however, as if done poorly, the effect is lost, and there is nothing concrete to back up the failed technique.
Roman, I really like how your described the experience of an epiphany, how language actually limits the description of an epiphany and takes away from the experience. It reminded be of the idea that in order to completely understand something you have to experience it. Even when I write about experiences that I have and try to convey them to other people through words, I find that they never sound quite right. I feel that I am doing a disservice to the moment. The only way that anyone could know what I was talking about would be being with me for the brief moment on a peak, or finding the flower that you've been searching for for years (for me it was the calypso lady slipper). That is why we have other modes of expression like music or art. Like you said, some things just can't be explained with words.
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